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i've been doing a lot of dreaming lately but haven't been able to remember them when i wake up because i've been going to bed very late, also procrastinating over writing down the two ones i had while on vacation but that's not here or there.. , so this is the first dream i've had the chance to actually write down here in a while. so i am sorry to my dear readers for not posting in a while...!
to first understand this dream i want to start with naming the person in it so let's call him t. i met t in a forum maybe back in 2017 (and then left & cut complete contact with everyone in august 2020). i only really started knowing t in like 2019 or 2020, and that he was really weird because he was 18 and long-distance-dating a 15 year old, and he made her cut contact with everyone in the forum even though he still talked in it. he got kicked out of his other friendgroup when he was found out (i think) but i kept him as a friend because i didn't really know at the time (i barely kept tabs on the forum's activity at the time) and i was more active in a group that we were both in another shared friendgroup. also i was 13-14 and i had too much of everything going on already
so in my dream, my mom knew t as a friend from work, and for some reason he went also by the same fake pen name he used in the forum, so i knew it was him but i don't think he knew i was the child of one of his coworkers, or that my mom knew that i used to know him.
i don't think my mom knew about his relationship with my other ex-friend. anyways, my mom got a call that they found t (which meant he'd run away and had been living in the street), and that she had to come pick him up and save him from overdosing (?). (for some reason, she thought it'd be a great idea to bring her children along to pick up a drug addict from the street.)
and i went with my mom because i felt this morbid sense of fascination of finally being able to look at his face, because when we knew each other i'd never seen it, and he never mentioned stuff like his skin color or features.
so we got into a parking lot to get my mom's car and drive to where he was (when our real house has a improvised garage under our second floor).
it was night, like really night and dark out, and after what seemed like aimless driving, we found him.
he was looking up at the pitch black sky in the middle besides the pavement and in front of a department building or a school but it was hard to tell in the dark..
he was brown skinned, had a prominent nose, and a very long face. he also wore a grey beanie and his hair was very messy and long.
my mom carried him to the passenger's seat, and nothing happened during the drive to the hospital (or i don't remember if anything happened).
next thing i knew we were outside of his hospital room... ... and that's where my dream ended.